Whewwwww.......

"But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint. "Isaiah 40:31

It's me again. What a crazy couple of days! Is it only Monday?? Work is starting to get the best of me; this time of year is always so busy and it's so hard to get my students motivated to do anything. I am very overwhelmed,tired and stressed. I tend to get so negative when I get stressed out. I hate that I am like this, and I am working on it, but I start to get angry at everything and always think I have a better way. I KNOW I don't have a better way, but my "Type A" personality kicks in and I think me being in control of EVERY situation is the only way. I am working on this. Admitting I have a problem is the first step, right?? :)

Today the verse I have at the top of this blog has been in my head. What a blessing to know that when we wait on the Lord that He will renew our strength. What a blessing to know that He is always there holding us up when we can no longer do it. I've definitely been leaning on Him and trying to throw my stress and problems away for the JOY OF THE LORD!!

Please pray for me this week. If we don't get a positive pregnancy test this week, I have to go back to my doctor for some bloodwork and to start the injectable medicines. I am praying for a miracle, as Ryan and I did not do any treatments this month. I know God can heal me and I would love to get pregnant without fertility meds, but I'm willing to do whatever His will is. Also please pray for me for acceptance if we do have to start more aggressive treatments. Last month was hard for me to accept.

I hope all that read this have a great week. May you find your strength in our GREAT God!!!

Kristina